Someone please save us, us college kids
So here I am at college ... I am 8 hours from home, and missing it terribly. Well, I'm not really that homesick yet, but I dislike it here so much that all I want is home. This is not what I thought it would be. I thought I'd come here, it would be all happy and fun, meeting tons of new friends, hot guys, doing great stuff every night. NOT. Well not here anyways. I thought a Christian college would be awesome, growing closer to God, along with tons of other people who want the same thing, but also know how to have a good time. I thought there would be all different kinds of people here. Maybe it's that way at other colleges. But it's not here. Everyone is the same. Preppy. They all look the exact same. They're friendly, but so what? They don't want to be friends for real. Just wanna say hi and be nice and then move on. There are sooooooooo many insanely picky, STUPID rules. I can't live like this. I feel like I'm in prison. I'm not a rebel, but this place is so conservative, I think I might become one. I don't know why in the world God put me here. This is not my kind of place. But if nothing else, this is inspiring me to be different. To not conform just to fit in, but to be who I really am, even if there's no one else like that here. It's inspired me to look different, listen to my own crazy music even more - to be the who doesn't just blend in with the crowd. I want to be a God Chaser. I want to change my generation for God. Not just the preppy, "normal" people. I want to reach the ones that the average "youth outreach" doesn't reach - the goths, the punk rockers, the skaters. God, use me, give me a way to really make a difference.
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