In a New Light
Do you ever have this image of someone in your head, and they are just so wonderful. Then something happens and you realize that they never were, or probably never will be, that person? Thus is what happened to me and Angela last night. (I don' think that "thus" fit in there, but it sounded fancy and dramatic, so I wanted to say it). Julian does not exist, and unfortunetly William does and he is not what we thought Julian would be. Julian was this wonderful, artsy, beautiful, deep person, but William is just a normal guy, who (I hate to say it) isn't really that cool. {Note: I just realized that, if you don't know the whole Julian/William story, I sound absolutely insane. I'm not. Really. So here is the short version: Julian's real name is William, but we didn't know that when we first met him and he makes a perfect Julian, so we started calling him that and it just stuck.} It is quite depressing, because Ang and I were so psyched when we first met him, because we thought people like him really didn't exist. But now we are assured, that ... they don't. I mean, we still love him to death - our theory is that the first Julian is the real one and that he is just selling out to be what everyone else wants him to be and that is the Wiliiam we got last night. Why I am writing all this, I have to idea, because, even if anyone does read this (which they don't), they will have no clue what I'm talking about. Point I'm trying I'm trying to make: It's depressing to find out someone is not who you thought they were. Other things? *I believe Adam has ADD. *The Butcher Bishop is cool and sitting on the radiator w/ him was nice 'n' warm. *Isn't being a vegetarian butcher kind of an oxymoron? *Julian and Adam remembered me, which I thought wouldn't happen. *We weren't chummy enuf to get on the guest list for the FOB show; frankly, I don't really care as much as I thought I would. *Should you draw on people you don't really know (coughAdamcough)? and last but certainly not least *WHY DO GUYS LIKE ANNOYING, CLINGY, SKANKILY-DRESSED, GIGGILY, FLIRTY GIRLS!?!?!?!?!?!? Are there ANY guys left out there that would prefer an intelligent girl w/ a good head on her shoulders, whose talents are more than flirting, vocabulary is more than giggling, "oh my gosh!" and "like" and who isn't hanging out of her much to small clothes? I should hope so, or I am doomed. Didn't mean to sound so depressing ... just had to vent (again)(as if all the way home from Cleveland last night wasn't enough)
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