All-Together Lonely
I wonder how things got this far. I wonder how they've ended up like this. Part of it seems that in no way could I have stopped it. The other part of me sees a million chances I should have used.
I guess I've learned a lot. A ton, actually. But does it make it worth it? I really don't know.
Life is one big mess. And not just mine. Life in general. I'm not who I want to be, but who do I want to be? And because I'm not that person, does it mean that I don't actually want to be them?
So, today is Monday. Fresh start to a new week. Fresh start to new ... everything. I want all new friends, all new habits, all new everything.
But, as usual, I'll fail miserably within the first 24 hours.
I guess I've learned a lot. A ton, actually. But does it make it worth it? I really don't know.
Life is one big mess. And not just mine. Life in general. I'm not who I want to be, but who do I want to be? And because I'm not that person, does it mean that I don't actually want to be them?
So, today is Monday. Fresh start to a new week. Fresh start to new ... everything. I want all new friends, all new habits, all new everything.
But, as usual, I'll fail miserably within the first 24 hours.
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