Burning Fire

And NO ONE WOULD EVER TELL YOU!!!!! Gah!

You said it yourself. You answered yourself.
"Does anyone else ever worry about this? Probably not"

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There are times when even a glimpse of a scene, a window peering out onto a sight you would have rather not been the audience of.. or something unexpected, even ridiculous, that sparks off a terrible mood, feeling down, useless, disgusting..
it's a moment. you're not like that. being a blogger and apparently you have been for a long time)read what you have written, in the past, over and over again. One thing that makes you more special, nteresting, attractive and all the more less "than all those bimbos out there" is the fact that you've been posting.. you've put yourself in those words, even the insignificant ones that are are a result of the spur of the moment... don't forget to love that part of you that manages to talk, let things out.. you'd be surprised at how so many people run away from themselves, conceal themselves.
Don't forget to love what you see through the mirror, into your words. Many times it's not about quantity, "how much better" you are than someone at something. Sometimes it's about depth, looking into what you are and what you actually can do, until you find it's depth and it's extence.. if u ever do.. since it is infinite.
Hope this helps when you're feeling down..
Aglaya



ps. your blogs very interesting actually :) I'll keep in touch.